Trust

What is trust all about? I’ve been trying to re-define my own definition, but I’ve not come to a conclusion yet. Sometimes, we have to know where to draw the line. One thing about me, it takes me twice or even more to learn a lesson, once bitten never twice shy.

Anyway haven’t been posting for some time people say my blog is dead. I’ve been on a Physics Rescue Mission to rescue my physics from its borderline 3.6 condition. Now it’s back on track (: And I have to thank Kwang Yi so much for the suggestions for the Picasso biography, it saved me so much time and thinking. Raffles Perc. is facing more problems now. We’ll strive on.

Today was my first InterAct Club mentorship session. I went to Daqiao Primary School to mentor the kids. They were quite a friendly and lively bunch of people, and they received us very warmly. Teaching them was tiring but fun too, it made me feel really like a teacher. And Zhaolin couldn’t come so sad. We played basketball with the kids after that, although we didn’t really play much. If we did, they probably would have lost.

Week 7 now. In 2 weeks time the stress will start to peak and I really don’t know what to do with my other commitments. I really want to start the CO blog but that would really take time and effort. CO has been so much of a priority to me, and I’m right now trying hard to balance it with academics.

No matter what, I will never forsake RICO.

Interesting Day

These few days seemed to have taken a turn for the better. For one I’ve finished first round mugging for bio and math. Shall start physics or maybe history later.

Anyway today was quite fun, I went for principal’s tea and level briefing. Both events had catered meals so I ate catered lunch and dinner today. It’s free so who cares whether it is nice. Anyway, it was nice. Love the cheese thing so much. But all the hockey people came to ‘kope’ away all of them.

I was usher for atrium…which no parent ever walks past before going on to the auditorium. So quite lonely, but anyway that was when I mugged my math haha.

During Principal’s Tea Mrs. Lim asked us to build Lego structures to represent our vision for what a RI campus would be like 10 years down the road. That was the work of my assitant monitor Isaac and Zhengda (right) taken together with Senior Deputy Headmaster Mr. Mag. The cool structure I built myself collapse just before photo-taking. Wasted. Don’t mention it.

Haha Wednesday practices might be cancelled, everyone’s happy, I am too. Yesterday talked to Patrick and Zhaolin over dinner for more than an hour after CO prac. Haha went home at only 8 plus. Need to mug, bye.

忍

忍 stress

忍 pain

忍 anger

忍 hurt

忍 frustration

Just 忍 and you’ll win the game of life.

I guess many things I get angry or frustrated over, its just because its the first time I’m encountering it. Maybe the second or third time its not such a big deal anymore? When it happens more and more we usually become numb.

I get angry and frustrated when I have to take on the blame of a collective group of people, yet it was the same decision I voluntarily made myself last year that has put me into all these. What can I say? Well, I wouldn’t be so useless as to pull out now, I’ll move on with it. Maybe its a learning experience? Some things my senior went through, I only understand now when I’m in his shoes.

Anyway the past week has been quite on the down side, was expecting much better though. And next week there would be tests for 4 consecutive days, I need to start mugging now before the heat catches up on me next week. I’m really tired now, really don’t want to go on with what I’ve been doing, but there’s no turning back, there’s no other road. So I have to 忍.

忍   是拥有坚韧的心

We dissected sheep’s eyeballs for bio today anyway. It was a bit gross but kinda fun too.

Big waste that my second post has to be like that. Wanted something happier.